Here's to 26

So as you may know I turned 26 a few weeks back and it was a bit of an experience for me, had some amazing experiences at home and had some life changing moments and some really deep insights into my own life and self also. I started off 25 still dealing with my own issues to some extent and striving to put them behind me, I was in college and convinced that I'd get a job in Ireland once I graduated - how wrong was I? that being said I'm so impressed with how far I've come in a year. I graduated with honours and I'm officially a teacher, fulfilling a life long dream. I've faced the fact that there simply is no work at home and moved to London, a huge step for me, and made some amazing friends and had some amazing experiences along the way. 

The sad bit...

Unfortunately the downside of all this has been the ending of my relationship, while I've not mentioned my relationship much in the past choosing to keep that part of my life private, i feel its important to mention that it has ended and it has shown me that sometimes you have to put yourself and your dreams and ambitions first and to realise that it's not selfish to do so. At the end of the day it's YOUR life and you can't live your life for someone else either no matter how heart breaking a realisation it is. There will always be a special place in my heart for him but it wasn't the right circumstances for us right now.

The optimistic bit....

However, onwards and upwards, this year of being 26 is going to be my year. New me, new city. It's both nice and sad to be back in my apartment after an amazing week at home with my family and friends but back to reality as they say. My weekend started off at scouts - Many of you may know my love of scouts and the impact it has on children in my opinion! Just love it.  I had a great night in Mellary scaring the life out of children in our haunted house - so fantastic that so many adults give up their free time and bank holiday weekend to give other peoples children such an amazing experience. Makes me so honoured to be a part of it. 

Following this, I did what any newly single 26 year old does. I met up with all my friends for chats and giggles - never underestimate the power of friendship. It truly is a special kind of love. The same can be said for family - to my younger brother (when I grow up I want to be just like you) and to my parents and aunts, you guys are incredible and I can't express how much I appreciate you. I know I only live across the water but being away from home really makes you appreciate the little home comforts.   

So now to begin to plan for Christmas and all that lies ahead. This is going to be my year. I can feel it!!