A brief insight....

I've been trying really hard to update and write on here, unfortunately it hasn't been the easiest journey so far. I have been feeling a bit down lately and lacking inspiration as a result. I thought i should mention it because its perfectly normal for people to feel this way and I want to speak out and let people know that there is ALWAYS light at the end of the tunnel. I know its not the most captivating opening paragraph but i do admire people who can get through the hard times and do it with a smile and that's what i hope to do. Remember to look after your own mental health and to talk to people! Your family and friends care about you and will always want to see you smile. I have often said that i think life is made up of moments of fleeting happiness just intersected by the monotony that is real life, but i think now i'm beginning to change my views. Maybe the happiness shouldn't be fleeting, maybe there should be no monotony?

I know this doesn't have anything to do with my list but i think its important that we don't hide away from our feeling and that we don't pretend to be ok on the outside when we're falling apart on the inside. Thankfully I am starting to feel better and i do feel now that i can begin to get things back on track and set about accomplishing my goals, thanks to the support of my family and friends and the amazing people of the health care profession who don't get enough praise for the amazing work that they do! And a special shout out to my friend Gill, who has featured in my blog before, for being the best support and friend I could ever ask for! I wish her the world of happiness for being there for me! The Lady who saw through my smile and realised that something was wrong, and who never treated me in any way different because of it! Gill you are my rock and my best friend, and im so truly blessed that i threw up on your shoes all those years ago, because i cant imagine my life without you in it!

Toodles
xxx